Rant 3 I am struggling to get out of bed in the mornings. I am giving into my laziness and waking up in such a bad mood. This morning I decided I was going to church but when I was supposed to get up for it I was not going to follow through. My husband made me get up and I was so pissed. I am glad he did it but I was miserable. How can I change this? I think I will do some research on it. Church was good! I am really glad I went. They are starting a series which I think I like. It gives me something to look forward to. I did something kind of weird which I will categorize as a win. I meal prepped and it felt really good to do. I took some steps out to make it a bit easier but next weeks meals are mediterannean power bowl, turkey wraps or tacos or bowl, overnight oats, smoothies, lots of fruit, almonds, and veggie sticks with hummus....yummus! Tomorrow is hell day at Burn and I am already dreading i...
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Rant 2 What a weird day! It started out great with an early wake-up, I walked for an hour, cleaned up, and then I watched a show that made me feel terrible! Tammy and George, a show about country singers in the 60's and 70's made me feel so awful. The actors and actresses were really good, that is probably what evoked such an emotional response. I finished the night with Abbott elementary, a more lighthearted show about serious subjects. This a.m. I woke up to Ava asking me to take her to school. She did not get up in time. That kind of thing really boils my blood. It is absolute irresponsibility. She lost her phone, and got a sweet lecture on the way to school. My son and I are also in a weird time. I am having a hard time letting go and letting him grow up. I think I am going to have a talk with him after school today. He has a girlfriend now and I am happy for him but I want him to have a balance of h...
Rant 1 Here is to a new year and new me! This is probably my 600th time of trying to become a better version of myself on the inside and outside. I am trying hard not to focus on the failing part of that statement and push on to some wins. I am staring up at a 50lb weight loss which I put on through the last 3 years of upheaval in my life. Yeah, things always seem to pile on when you are going through it, namely the pounds. We started the year with a workout on day one! That win competed with a strep throat and a sprained ankle. I cannot even start with the amount of illness my house has suffered. I was really starting think I was losing my mind. Goals! I have goals, namely, to wake up early every day to do something productive, meal prep, workout on the regular and keep an organized home. I obviously have each of these goals broken down into smaller doable chunks. The working out I already am doing but ...